Tag: greed

8th letter

To that one person,

I know you are not reading this, but still be patient with me. There are certain things I cannot tell the people close to me, and I just needed someone I could send my messages. Even though I know you basically, you are still a stranger to me because we’ve never met. I do not even exist for you. I just want to vent out. I am right now at the edge of confusion. I hate myself so much because I am so jealous about a lot of things. I thought I am okay with myself. But I am not! Aisshh! I hate myself to the point that I see a faceless woman in front of the mirror.. This is crazy. Because of my pride, I cannot tell my family and friends what I am going through. I never wanted to cross the line and be stalking and sending you messages. But I know it has the least chance to be read, at least some stranger in the universe knows my story. I won’t give up! I will fight fair with this struggle, but the F***i** question is HOW? God help me.

-me-

Your Greedy Thoughts

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You had always neglected

My capabilities

What mattered most

Was yours alone

When something great

Invites my presence

“No”, “You can’t”

Are your favourite response

Not because you’re overprotective

But because you are scared

I might be able to do things

Without you

Your greed

Swallowed me whole

That it made me forget

I have a mind of my own.

© 2016 KazeLeeG.

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