Tag: emotions

8th letter

To that one person,

I know you are not reading this, but still be patient with me. There are certain things I cannot tell the people close to me, and I just needed someone I could send my messages. Even though I know you basically, you are still a stranger to me because we’ve never met. I do not even exist for you. I just want to vent out. I am right now at the edge of confusion. I hate myself so much because I am so jealous about a lot of things. I thought I am okay with myself. But I am not! Aisshh! I hate myself to the point that I see a faceless woman in front of the mirror.. This is crazy. Because of my pride, I cannot tell my family and friends what I am going through. I never wanted to cross the line and be stalking and sending you messages. But I know it has the least chance to be read, at least some stranger in the universe knows my story. I won’t give up! I will fight fair with this struggle, but the F***i** question is HOW? God help me.

-me-

7th letter

To that one person,

I saw your post. I feel like you were directly talking to me, telling me that indeed you are having a day. That you are comfortable as well and eating well too. Although it’s just a feeling that your post was indirectly telling me you are okay still I am thankful. I am so thankful and relieved that you are holding up fine. Just hang in there.😉

-me-

6th letter

To that one person,

I know you may not be able to read this. But hoping that among the millions of people, this can make its way to you. I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone in this battle. I know you are sad and down, so I won’t tell you to have a good day instead just have a day. Stay strong, eat well and wear comfortable clothes and just be yourself wherever you are right now. And please don’t give up on yourself just yet. Take Care.

-me-

5th letter

To that one person,

I have been wondering what is it that you love to do lately. Have you been cooking for yourself? Have you been checking out the latest trends of artworks? I just missed hearing news about you. Emptiness came fast approaching every time I try to find out what exactly is happening at your end. I feel empty because I couldn’t find anything that would suffice my curiosity. Well, I just hope everything is running at the right direction for you. I wanted to let you know that somewhere in the world you have that one friend who wont judge you for whatever it is. Hugs!

-me-