Tag: Change

8th letter

To that one person,

I know you are not reading this, but still be patient with me. There are certain things I cannot tell the people close to me, and I just needed someone I could send my messages. Even though I know you basically, you are still a stranger to me because we’ve never met. I do not even exist for you. I just want to vent out. I am right now at the edge of confusion. I hate myself so much because I am so jealous about a lot of things. I thought I am okay with myself. But I am not! Aisshh! I hate myself to the point that I see a faceless woman in front of the mirror.. This is crazy. Because of my pride, I cannot tell my family and friends what I am going through. I never wanted to cross the line and be stalking and sending you messages. But I know it has the least chance to be read, at least some stranger in the universe knows my story. I won’t give up! I will fight fair with this struggle, but the F***i** question is HOW? God help me.


7th letter

To that one person,

I saw your post. I feel like you were directly talking to me, telling me that indeed you are having a day. That you are comfortable as well and eating well too. Although it’s just a feeling that your post was indirectly telling me you are okay still I am thankful. I am so thankful and relieved that you are holding up fine. Just hang in there.😉


4th letter

To that one person,

I was delayed in sending you my 4th letter. I am hoping you waited for it and somehow felt lacking because you were not able to receive anything from me. The past day had been tough for me, I was spacing out recently because my mind have so much that it does not function well enough. How about you? I know things have been hard, I will not tell you this time to feel okay, but I hope you will still be able to give yourself a smile and a tap at your shoulder, saying it’s still good I am able to hold on. It’s always our right to feel bad and down, just do not allow the thought of giving up drown you. You still have me, what will happen to me when something bad happens to you? Hang in there!


And then I Met You


My life is simple.

It’s just all about food and cable.


Nothing much outside the ordinary.

Everything’s planned.

Nothing else mattered, but the steps of the plan.

And then I met you;

The drift changed.

Life became fun and an adventure.

Less of the plans and the pressure.


© 2016 KazeLeeG.

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