Since the day I met you,
My life changed drastically.
And never did I regret any of it.
You were terrific.
You were magnificent.
Together we were amazing.
I can’t really explain it.
This feeling that overwhelms.
This feeling that bursts every time
I am with you.
But somehow these feelings,
Showed me the love,
Found in friendship.
Life as we see it.
It is our own
box of chocolates.
Full of surprises.
Full of vibrant colours.
And a taste full of blast.
Life as how we perceive it.
With expectations and
surprises from the unexpected.
Sometimes the best of it
comes along with the worst.
Good over bad.
Life as we wanted it to be.
Choices over options.
Realities over hopes.
Dreams over imaginations.
Life as we see it.
The years spent, wasted over pride.
The pride that made you changed your warmth.
The warmth, that gave life to this ride.
This ride that headed towards life’s greatest destinations,
destinations where forever and happy endings are bound.
But you were no longer with me.
You left long before I noticed.
Pride blinded me; I haven’t even felt the changes until you are gone.
I wanted to hold you back, but I was too late.
I wanted to tell you that I needed you, but it was too late.
I wanted to ask you to please stay, but everything was too late.
Too late to fix what has been destroyed.
Too late to let you know how sorry I was.
Would I be allowed to have another chance?
A chance that would turn everything around,
A chance for me to tell you;
Will you please stay?
Stay with me.
My eyes opened to a cold morning,
with droplets of water on the window panes.
Waking up at the same side of the bed,
carrying nothing else but thoughts of missing you.
As I reached out the cup and filled it with
our favourite hot beverage, I remembered every detail of you.
The aroma and warmth this cup brings me,
is like a kiss on the cheek and warm embrace from you.
As I sat down the corner and took a sip from this warm cup,
I remembered how we used to share this cold morning together.
The taste of this coffee, is as tasteful as the words “I miss you” from your lips.
The warmth. The taste. The aroma.
As it runs down through my throat, It makes me long for it the more.
For every single gulp are sweet memories we shared.
With this cup of coffee, thoughts of you come to me like an avalanche.
With every cup I finish, I am never contented.
Until the day you come home and
share this cup of coffee with me again
in a cold morning like today.
A cup would never be enough.
Something to look forward to,
this came to me when everyone on earth started the countdown.
Five. Four. Three. Two
and One, Happy New Year!
A New Year, a new start, as everybody else says.
Will this be true to me?
Will the shattered pieces
of my previous year, be fixed?
Will the wounds of pain heal?
These are the questions that flashed
in front of me during the countdown.
Tic. Tac. Tic. Tac.
As the clock ticks in every second,
my heart beats along with it.
Why does it feel so heavy?
What would this year bring me,
I asked myself.
Relax. Relax. Relax.
And I hoped in the truth of the promise.
The promise this year brings.
The promise of a wonderful year,
of healing wounds,
of mending broken parts.
The Promise of a New Beginning.
Happy New Year!
© 2016 KazeLeeG.
Photo Credit: @choi_seung_hyun_tttop
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I walk along the shores of different beaches,
feeling each grain of sand under my feet.
Embracing the warmth of the sun’s
Allowing the wind to tangle
my hair in each strong blow.
Letting myself go along
every movement they make.
In each step I take, I allow the waves
to kiss my toes as they drop by the shore.
The wonders of being carefree,
along with the wind, the sun and the waves.
I let them take away every worry I carry.
And that my load becomes light and I’m free.
Hearing nothing else but the sound of
my breathing and their movements.
Then I’m relieved.