To that one person,
I was delayed in sending you my 4th letter. I am hoping you waited for it and somehow felt lacking because you were not able to receive anything from me. The past day had been tough for me, I was spacing out recently because my mind have so much that it does not function well enough. How about you? I know things have been hard, I will not tell you this time to feel okay, but I hope you will still be able to give yourself a smile and a tap at your shoulder, saying it’s still good I am able to hold on. It’s always our right to feel bad and down, just do not allow the thought of giving up drown you. You still have me, what will happen to me when something bad happens to you? Hang in there!