8th letter

To that one person,

I know you are not reading this, but still be patient with me. There are certain things I cannot tell the people close to me, and I just needed someone I could send my messages. Even though I know you basically, you are still a stranger to me because we’ve never met. I do not even exist for you. I just want to vent out. I am right now at the edge of confusion. I hate myself so much because I am so jealous about a lot of things. I thought I am okay with myself. But I am not! Aisshh! I hate myself to the point that I see a faceless woman in front of the mirror.. This is crazy. Because of my pride, I cannot tell my family and friends what I am going through. I never wanted to cross the line and be stalking and sending you messages. But I know it has the least chance to be read, at least some stranger in the universe knows my story. I won’t give up! I will fight fair with this struggle, but the F***i** question is HOW? God help me.

-me-

7th letter

To that one person,

I saw your post. I feel like you were directly talking to me, telling me that indeed you are having a day. That you are comfortable as well and eating well too. Although it’s just a feeling that your post was indirectly telling me you are okay still I am thankful. I am so thankful and relieved that you are holding up fine. Just hang in there.😉

-me-

6th letter

To that one person,

I know you may not be able to read this. But hoping that among the millions of people, this can make its way to you. I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone in this battle. I know you are sad and down, so I won’t tell you to have a good day instead just have a day. Stay strong, eat well and wear comfortable clothes and just be yourself wherever you are right now. And please don’t give up on yourself just yet. Take Care.

-me-

5th letter

To that one person,

I have been wondering what is it that you love to do lately. Have you been cooking for yourself? Have you been checking out the latest trends of artworks? I just missed hearing news about you. Emptiness came fast approaching every time I try to find out what exactly is happening at your end. I feel empty because I couldn’t find anything that would suffice my curiosity. Well, I just hope everything is running at the right direction for you. I wanted to let you know that somewhere in the world you have that one friend who wont judge you for whatever it is. Hugs!

-me-

4th letter

To that one person,

I was delayed in sending you my 4th letter. I am hoping you waited for it and somehow felt lacking because you were not able to receive anything from me. The past day had been tough for me, I was spacing out recently because my mind have so much that it does not function well enough. How about you? I know things have been hard, I will not tell you this time to feel okay, but I hope you will still be able to give yourself a smile and a tap at your shoulder, saying it’s still good I am able to hold on. It’s always our right to feel bad and down, just do not allow the thought of giving up drown you. You still have me, what will happen to me when something bad happens to you? Hang in there!

-me-

3rd letter

To that one person,

It’s me again. What are you doing right now? I hope you are enjoying your free time very well. I know you are not used in having so much free time at hand, but I think instead of worrying so much, you just better enjoy it while it lasts. Sometimes because of our careers we tend to neglect ourselves from enjoying time with no rush. Sending you lots of hugs! Take care.

-me-